September 2
What am I doing?!?!
We had sex last night. It was incredible!!! But Mike and I aren't doing each other any favors by continuing to sleep together.
I'm told ex-sex is just part of the process, but I think it makes us both feel icky afterwards. I miss him so much and I'm miserable and so is he but then we see each other for lunch or try to be friends and see a movie or we hook up and it just makes it so much worse.
How are either of us supposed to move on if we aren't going to move on? I can't decide if I want to be with or without him and he can't decide whether or not he hates my guts.
But we keep trying to be friends and maybe that's not going to work. I have to stop sleeping with him but I can't. I feel like a drug addict.
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