Friday, November 30, 2007

Entry 46: Read November 30


May 14

Happy birthday to me!

I don't know if this is what 27 is supposed to look like but here's what it looks like!

The semester is over in less than a month and then summer starts. I'm working on getting through all this school stuff as quickly as possible. And then the terrifying future! Usually not knowing what's ahead and not having a plan would completely wreck me. But I'm kind of excited. I interview for my fall internships in the next few weeks.

Things are coming together and I'm doing my best to not fall apart. I'm a beautiful almost successful 27 year old with a pretty terrific boyfriend. This is what I keep trying to tell myself.

But I don't think it's all true and don't think I deserve it. I had to tell someone and so I told Katie. She confirmed my worst fears. I am awful. But secretly awful. And now the secret awful Princess has to go out with her awesome boyfriend and pretend everything is fine.

Happy birthday Princess

Your a faker.


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