August 10
At some point I'm going to have to have sex with him. Not that I don't want to. I do. A lot. This is my new thing to freak out over. I am an idiot. I know this. But this is all I can think about.
Sex Sex Sex Sex Sex
I haven't had any in a long time. I've never been good at random hookups and even though I'm a big fan of Sex and the City I can't live my life that way. I've never been so nervous. Not as an adult this nervous. But Mike is so great and I cannot wait but at the same time I am terrified.
Everything is awesome and what if sex is awful? This is the best guy I have ever dated and we work really well together and have fun and great conversation and I know I'm freaking out about a maybe but I can't really talk about this with anyone.
We've been on enough dates by now that there's going to come a time when I'm supposed to invite him in or to stay the night and when the day comes I'm going to panic.
What am I going to do?
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