December 6
I don't want to be a grownup. I think only 7 year olds really want to be grown ups but I'd trade places with one. I'm trying to remember being seven and what you do when your best friend of years won't talk to you except in notes. I'm trying to remember to avoid someone. Trying to remember ever feeling guilty for not actually feeling guilty. I miss Kim because I miss having that person I tell everything to but I don't miss the fact that she never really cared or just repeated it to others. When I was seven I don't think I knew what being fake felt like.
Why waste your time pretending?
Especially when you can obsess about whether or not to move in with your boyfriend. You can't fake that. I don't remember ever feeling like this.
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